Punderdome – Word Nerd Gamers Unite!

​The premise of this table top game is simple. Given a clue, each player has to come up with a pun, a play on words, that describes the clue. Creativity, the ability to think quickly, and a vocabulary to rival the Oxford dictionary are the essential skills for success.
The simplicity of the game is its strongest point. Easy to set up and learn, and with a compact set of cards, Punderdome travels well. Play a few rounds with friends, bring it to the airport, it’s an ideal activity for empty waiting time. 
The most difficult aspects of the game are that you must have a minimum of 3 players, and all the players need to be wordsmiths. The players in our review games all reported that the punning necessary to make the game fun is an innate skill – either your company has it, or the game will grind to a mirthless halt.
With the right group of players and a small amount of time, this game has great potential. If you have family and friends who love word games, this could be an original addition to your collection.


When Priorities Collide

One of my daughter’s favorite parts of the Shabbat morning service is the Torah service. Last Rosh HaShanah, at the age of about 18 months, she decided that this would be the perfect time to storm the bimah, and demanded to be carried around the sanctuary by her father, shaking hands with the congregation as she went. Never one to shy away from the spotlight, or the opportunity to make new friends, she had found her niche, and has proudly paraded around with her small Torah ever since.

As a now almost 3 year old, helping her to control her behavior in synagogue has been an ongoing challenge. I’ll just be honest and say that bribery has mostly worked. You know your child is going to need therapy when her only sticker chart is for how she acts at shul. At the same time, we have been embroiled in that beautiful part of parenting that can lead even the most abstemious parent to contemplate a strong drink. That’s right. Potty training.

After several weeks of extra laundry, countless lollipops, and an embarrassing conversation with a librarian, it’s finally safe for us to venture out diaper free. Success is ours. And no one is more excited about her big girl accomplishment than my daughter.

Alas, this past Shabbat morning, these two priorities collided. No sooner had she respectfully stayed seated through the sermon and heard the announcement that it was time to open the ark, than I heard a voice announce loudly “I have to go to the potty”.

This announcement was made as she made her way up to the bimah, running over to the ark to take out the Torah.

Luckily for us, her father had heard the announcement too, and sent her back to me immediately. With a look of anguish she repeated her physical need. And yet it was clear that she was also conflicted. Leaving the bimah during a time that she is actually allowed to be up there goes against everything she has learned about appropriate synagogue behavior, and her immediate desires. On the other hand, she knew that if she had to go, she had to go.

And for about 3 frozen seconds, I’m sure that my face mirrored her “deer caught in the headlights”, what are we going to do now? look of tertor. In the 4th second, as my brain re-engaged and we made the dash to the very conveniently located ladies’ room across the hall, I calculated the odds of the following scenarios:

  1. Will we make it to the bathroom in time? 90% chance of success.
  2. Will we make it back in time for her to take the Torah around? 50% either way.
  3. If we don’t make it back in time, will she have a public temper tantrum? 10% likelihood of full meltdown.
  4. Will we make it back in time for me to read the 1st two aliyot as scheduled? 50% either way.
  5. Can I get the toddler to accept help so that I can increase the odds in our favor? 0%. Hopeless. An independent child cannot be rushed.
  6. Congregants who have figured out why we ran out the door and are enjoying this moment of drama while laughing to themselves about how happy they are that their potty training responsibilities are over? 100%!

May this be a lesson to synagogue architects everywhere – please always locate an accessible family bathroom somewhere VERY near to the sanctuary.

We did manage to navigate our way back to the sanctuary in time for my daughter to catch up to the end of the parade. No Torah readings were delayed, and no temper tantrums were thrown. But  this incident was a reminder of the reality that sometimes what we teach our children to value the most, may unfortunately collide with their most basic physical needs. That these needs are not always convenient, and that this can be scary. For everyone.


What Counts?

Somehow being a mom involves a lot of counting. Not only did calendars start to look very different and take on multiple meanings from the moment my husband and I decided we wanted to become parents, but running after a toddler all day means there’s always something to keep track of. When is the next scheduled snack or meal? How much sleep did everyone get last night? The hours (hopefully) of naptime, the minutes until bedtime, the number of verses in “The Wheels on the Bus”, and how many times we can read “Brown Bear” in one sitting. And then there are the complex calculations of the relative speed of a determined and fearless toddler with that of her longer-limbed but more cautious parents, and the distance from the sidewalk to the street.
In comparison, counting the omer during the 49 days between Pesach and Shavuot, is refreshingly straightforward. Add one number every evening. Even the apps that are available to remind me to count are less complicated than the ones I used when I had to keep track of my daughter’s feedings and diaper changes.  And yet this period of counting, with its constant reminders of our connection to Jewish history presents constant new equations.
On marking Yom HaShoah last week I wondered how many survivors would be able to tell my daughter their stories first-hand. How would her learning about the horrors be different even just one more generation removed?
As we enter Yom HaZikaron and Yom Ha’Atzmaut, I know that I may count the years to her 18th birthday. I imagine her as a young woman in college, her individual future bright with opportunity. I’m sure my sister counts the years until her children turn 18 too. They will be drafted into the Israeli Army to serve their country and the Jewish people. An unimaginable burden and blessing.
On Lag Ba’Omer I will count the teachings of Rabbi Akiva while explaining to my child the one she must learn – Ve’ahavta lereiyacha kamocha: love your neighbor as yourself. And pray that she always feels love for herself as well.
On Yom Yerushalayim I will show her the “kotel cam”. And I will wonder if after 2000 years of waiting for a dream to be fulfilled, my daughter will be denied access to this holy place, by Jewish men who call themselves
rabbis, because she is a girl.
And finally on Shavuot, I will dress her in white, and together we will count the 10 commandments. Because this Torah is ours to share. From generation to generation. L’dor vador. Of all the things and milestones I keep track of as her mother, that is one that I want to make absolutely sure will count.

An Open Letter to Daylight Savings Time

Dear Daylight Savings Time (DST),

I understand that you are just a social construct on the time-space continuum, so I don’t expect an actual reply to this letter. However, I need to vent to someone,  because you are really being quite disruptive to my life. Specifically, you are disruptive to my Jewish life with my child.

It all started innocuously, 2 weeks before Purim. Should we take our 1 year old to megillah reading in the evening? Well why not? She loves going to services and as a bonus, no one will expect her to sit quietly through this one. But oh dear. We’re “springing ahead”. So not only will we all “lose” (or at least temporarily displace) an hour of the greatest luxury in a house with a toddler, aka sleep, but megillah reading starts after bedtime. So the real question became, should we take our 1 year old to an overstimulating event with lots of noise and people that won’t start until 30 minutes after she would ordinarily be in bed and then try to get her to go to sleep 2 hours later? The obvious answer  was “no thank you, but it’s very kind of you to offer”.

And so our daughter missed the evening megillah reading. No big deal, right? After all, she did get to go in the morning. And we even had a babysitter for a Saturday night! We could have had a date night too!

My issue, dear DST, is that it’s not just megillah reading. Shabbat now starts and ends after bedtime. Since we’re not willing to give up on kiddush, challah, and the family Shabbat dance while the little one is awake for half of the year, all these activities now have to be done in broad daylight. Candle lighting and havdallah are just not the same when you don’t spend the whole time trying to keep your toddler from dive bombing into the flames.

But even Shabbat isn’t the biggest sacrifice. With Passover quickly approaching, our most significant question isn’t “Ma Nishtana”, but “how are we going to manage the seder and bedtime”? Thanks to you, DST, we can’t start our seders until after the little one is supposed to be well on her way to dream land. But missing a seder isn’t the same as missing a week of Shabbat festivities. If we’re going to cut off her challah and cheerios supply for 8 days, the least we could do is include her in the celebration!

Our options are not fantastic. We could start the seder early, making sure that we don’t have any matzah until the appropriate time has arrived. This will work for the 1st night when we’re home, and our guarantee of no early matzah will be the forced intermission for bath time. And whether or not the child who does not like to miss a good party will be willing to go to bed if she realizes that there are still several hours to go before we get to Chad Gadya is a more significant problem than who’s going to find the Afikoman. The 2nd night, we’re going out to the community seder, which is a professional obligation that my husband can’t miss. And so we’re left with the less appealing options of a) trying to get a little person to sleep at the synagogue without her usual routine and then transferred home and still asleep without becoming a cranky mess, or b) splitting up the family and maintaining the bedtime routine.

 Passover is a holiday that celebrates the freedom of the Israelites from Egyptian slavery one of the most important moments in the creation of the Jewish people as a nation. But because of you DST, our family is going to have a hard time being able to mark our peoplehood together. 

We look to Judaism to enhance our life as a family. We want it to add holiness, meaning, and connection in our daily activities, and all the more so, to our holy days. We never said that it always had to be convenient. But DST, this one is personal.


At Least I Found Frog Pajamas.



Singing In The Supermarket

Last week when I was out with L doing our usual quick grocery run, we turned down the bargain aisle thinking we’d check out the specials, only to be confronted with shelves of macaroons and matzah. This can’t be right, I thought to myself. First of all, I refuse to shop for Passover before Purim. Secondly, do they really expect $5 for an almost empty box of fake cheerios? But before my brain could begin to process the reality of what a week without cheerios might look like in my house, not to mention what cheerios we might accidentally encounter during this year’s bedikat chametz, I looked at my 13 month old and saw the youngest person at this year’s sedarim.
It’s true that she was there last year, but at 10 weeks old, she slept through 75% of the proceedings. We didn’t have to coordinate where we might be in the seder with an actual evening routine and bedtime. And there was no question of her being ready for the Ma Nishtana.
Full disclosure – L doesn’t really have any words yet, although she seems to talk to herself a great deal. To expect her to learn and sing the Ma Nishtana in any way that is intelligible to someone else is ridiculous.
Now I am not usually the kind of parent who rushes her child to the next milestone. The fact that we own a set of flashcards is completely attributable to our need to keep her occupied on airplanes. But I was thrilled to give up my Ma Nishtana duties to my younger sister, and less enthusiastic about assuming the responsibility again when I got married. Family lore also includes the story of my grandmother, having stayed in Florida for Passover one year, looking around at the seder in her retirement community and realizing that she was the youngest person there. She decided to play a tape recorded version of her grandchildren reciting the 4 questions rather than perform her solo.
Lacking the technology and halachic perspective to follow in my grandmother’s footsteps, I decided that there was no time like the present, and proceeded to serenade L, and all the other customers at the grocery store, with a rousing, if desperate and repetitive, rendition of the Ma Nishtana. You will get this, I thought to myself,  and then I will truly be free!
With everything else that goes into preparing for Passover, not to mention the Jewish education of my child, I am surprised by how much significance her knowledge of this one prayer has for me. While I intend to keep practicing, I would be shocked if she picks it up on her own for at least another year. And I bet she gets it right before Rosh Hashana.  In the meantime, Dayeinu looks a little more promising. And for now that will definitely be enough 🙂

They All Make Noise

The toys. They all make noise. They squeal, they squawk, their lights flash, they sing and they tell stories (in multiple languages).

I am not a Luddite. I have no desire to return to a time with less advanced technology. I love how Skype and Facetime help our far-flung extended family stay connected and that we can “visit” and be a part of each others’ celebrations. I love that my sister who lives in Israel got to watch our daughter eat her birthday cake in real time, and that her grandparents had pictures of this event within hours. I love that my oven has a Star K approved Sabbath setting that allows us to eat hot food on Shabbat when it’s -20 degrees outside and snowing. I love my stand mixer and I adore my washing machine. I love my smartphone. My daughter loves my smartphone. And while she mostly wants to eat it (which she is not allowed to do), I am sufficiently understanding that this technology will be a part of her life that I’ve tried to show her how to use the Pandora app so that she can listen to her own music channels.

But the toys. They all make noise. They squeal, they squawk, their lights flash, they sing and they tell stories (in multiple languages).

I don’t want to seem ungrateful. Most of my daughter’s toys have been received as gifts, and she plays happily for hours with all of them. It’s just that their arrival (takeover?) in our home has created a new Friday night ritual, where half an hour before Shabbat, in addition to our other Shabbat preparedness activities, we have to remember to turn them all off.

And inevitably, we miss one. This week, after we lit candles, our family was enjoying a few minutes of relative peace, where all 3 of us were sitting and “reading” our books. Then one of us decided she was finished reading her books and found her tea pot. Two of us didn’t realize that reading time was over until fifteen seconds later, when we suddenly heard the opening chords to “Rule Britannia” and were advised that it was now “time to share a pot of tea, some for you, some for me… and always say please and thank you”. The 2 of us who hadn’t realized that reading time was over, looked at each other and went “oops”.

Now I can’t really complain about a toy that is trying to teach my child manners, even if I don’t understand why it needs to adopt an English accent to do so. And I think tea (along with other hot beverages) constitutes its own food group. Not much makes me happier on a quiet Friday evening than sitting down with a nice, hot, post-bedtime cup of tea (thank you Shabbat hot water heater). And I would never refuse my daughter’s kindly issued invitation to join her for a cuppa. But it did present us with a problem. Now that we’ve identified which toy we forgot to turn off, and is therefore “not for Shabbat”, do we have to take it away and hide it for the next 25 hours?

Without getting into a debate about the relative importance of “muktzeh” (since we obviously did not actually remove any of electronic toys before Shabbat and therefore allowed this “accident” to happen in the first place), our daughter doesn’t seem to have any trouble using her imagination and doesn’t yet fully grasp the concept of cause and effect. She is happy to play with her toys when they’re turned off, even if pressing all the buttons doesn’t make them respond as enthusiastically as usual. She could probably entertain herself with her non-singing books, her mega-blocks, and just moving the furniture around for a significant part of a winter’s Shabbat afternoon (all bets are off in the summer, but by then I’m hoping it will be easier to play outside). I’m fairly confident that she is too young to understand why so many of her toys would suddenly disappear on Friday afternoons, but I’d be surprised if she didn’t notice. Therefore, my question is: at what age do we really need to start to enforce the “not for Shabbat” toy rules?

A little bit of common sense suggests that the answer to this question is “when she’s old enough to understand why those toys aren’t for Shabbat”. But it’s also part of a bigger question. How do we make sure that when we teach our daughter about Shabbat, it’s not just about the “do’s and don’ts”?

As far as we can tell, we’ve made it through one year able to maintain her positive connection to her Jewish life. We take her to services. We sing songs. We dance around the house (and have unfortunately stepped on Shabbat-offending toys at the same time). We read stories. And nothing, absolutely nothing, is as exciting to our 1 year old as the sight of her kiddush cup. Not even an accidental siting of the Cheerios box can compete for the volume and insistence of those whoops of joy. So here’s to hoping that we’re on the right track, with many more Shabbatot to find all those on/off buttons together.